"When you pass through the waters, I will be with you; and when you pass through the rivers, they will not sweep over you. When you walk through the fire, you will not be burned; the flames will not set you ablaze." Isaiah 43:2
Embracing the Fire:
One of bravest group of people that I know are Firefighters, they run towards burning buildings instead of away from it. They rely on their clothing and equipment to fight fires, but what can make a believer to run towards the fire of affliction or trials and then embrace it? I have a healthy dose of fear of fires and can quite remember one or two incidences of kerosene stove explosion in my childhood, my reactions was anything but cool headed.😨
A very literal example of embracing the fire was that of Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego, they knew that the consequences of disobeying the King's edict was being thrown in the fire but they decided to obey the King of kings instead. The fire was no threat to them, but was a messenger to proclaim the greatness of God. Sometimes, we see the troubles coming well ahead of time and sometimes, they come upon us suddenly, no matter how they come, our reaction should be 'YES', I want God's name to be glorified through this! Like a firefighter, let's put on our armor, stand in the fire and be confident that God is with us.
As the year ends, I encourage us to reflect on the challenges we have faced this year and also consider what our reaction was to each one, Then look forward to next year with confidence, hope ad trust in God Almighty.
God's Love Story:
IN GOD'S HOUSE OF MIRRORS
By: Ronald Cox
I could tell you all
about when I was young and what happened to me, but that’s not really my
testimony.
I could tell you
about how much I lost because of my sin, but that too is not my testimony.
I could tell you I
was in the bottom of the pit of hell, but that’s not my testimony either.
I do want to tell
you that when I was eight years old I gave my life to Christ, and they told me
then that Jesus would never leave me nor forsake me.
When the gavel
dropped and the judge said, “Guilty” … I thought my life was over. And I felt forsaken.
While I was sitting
in my holding cell at Oakland County, Michigan – feeling sorry for myself and
thinking life was over for me as I knew it – a man came to me and asked me if I
knew who Jesus was.
I thought to
myself: This is all I need right
now. A jail house preacher!
So as sarcastically
as I could, I said, “Yes! – I know Jesus.”
He answered back
excitedly, “Wow! I have been looking all
over trying to find someone who knew Jesus.
Would you please tell me about Him?!”
I was so shocked I
didn’t know what to say.
So I just started to
tell him about Jesus. It was like God
had me instantly plugged in to Him again.
I told him about Jesus
and how much He loved him – that He died for just such a time as this – so His
blood could wash him clean of his sins and qualify him for heaven.
God started speaking
to me in that my life wasn’t over. It
was just beginning!
And we both said the sinner’s prayer that day!
God told me
afterwards that He sent that man to lead me back to Him. I thought I was
helping to save his soul. But God sent
him to save MY soul.
They shipped me to
Jackson, Michigan. There in my cell I
just couldn’t get enough of Jesus. I
just kept reading the Bible (His Word) over and over and over.
Everyone told me
that I wouldn’t stay in my district because of my age. Thus I found myself on a bus to go up across
the bridge separating southern Michigan and northern Michigan. That was the best place for me because my
wife had started to divorce me.
When the time came
for her to go before the judge to sign the papers to end the marriage … she
couldn’t sign them.
The judge suggested
to her a legal separation -- it would give her more time to think.
In my first year in
prison God started dealing with me in a big way. He told me I was in a house of mirrors and I
was to watch and learn. In those mirrors
I saw: Pride - arrogance – lack of self-control –
blaming others – rebellion to authority.
Boy - that was me!
While God was
working on me there, He was also working on my wife. He was showing her the godly man that was
inside me that was being formed.
“It was like God was
telling me to wait,” she said. So she
did.
One day my brother
and his wife drove eight hours to come see me.
Low and behold … who do you think was with them? My wife!
They stayed two days
and then on the way back, my brother told me later that he told my wife, “You
don’t drive hours one way to see someone you don’t still care for.”
Things started to
change big time after that.
As I grew in faith,
her faith grew strong also, but now we were in the same garden being watered by the
same Master.
I know I haven’t
said anything about what brought me to prison.
That’s because that’s not my testimony.
My past is not my future. It’s my
past, forgiven by God. My testimony is
not about me and what I’ve done and now forgiven for. It’s what GOD has done for me!
Jesus wanted to
birth obedience in my life. Too many
times I said, “What you see is what you get.”
That is because I didn’t want to change.
But Jesus tells us – “Whoever has
My commandments and obeys them, he
is the one who loves Me.” (John: 14:21)
There is always a
connection in the scriptures between love and obedience. “If you love me you will keep My
commandments.” (John 14:15)
I now understand
that if we say we truly love God we will show it by our obedience to His
Word.
We need to make sure
what we say is what we do.
I have to remember
that God without Ron is still God, but Ron without God is nothing and condemned
to spend eternity in hell.
Now that I look back
on how I was when my sins sent me to prison, I can truly say it is well with my
soul. When they took all my clothes and
made me look like everyone else in prison – when they took all my rights away
and gave them to the state – all of that too is well with my soul.
Satan hits me daily
because he wants to try to keep control, just like with all Christians. He likes to remind me frequently that I put
myself here because I wouldn’t listen to God and what He was telling me in His Word
to do. Though he’s right, I can’t change
all that, and I have to remind myself my past is washed in the shed blood of
Jesus … but it is well with my soul.
Why? Because I cried out to my Lord. I cried with a broken heart and with a
repentant soul. Jesus came into my life
and forgave me of my sins. God came in
and brought peace beyond my understanding.
He brought love back into my life.
He brought back things I thought were gone forever. He took me in a way I had never been
before. He brought me by the way of unconditional love. When you need this kind of love, that’s when
He can teach you how to give. I will
never walk alone again and that is truly well with my soul.
Only when you have
God’s peace in you can you give it to others.
Who are you to say that life is over when you fall into sin? I feel so in love with my Savior that nothing
is impossible in Him. Yes, even though
I’m still in prison (2012), and still held away from my family, it is well with
my soul.
My “old man” is dead
and I’m a new creation
in Christ. The “new man” God has created in me is the person that
matters now. I was left with my dreams
torn apart and a broken heart, but God has given me new dreams. He’s given me a new heart. Not a mended heart, but a brand new heart!
I’m free - free to
dream again. I’m free to have the love
of my wife again. I’m free to have the
love of my family again. I free to be
who God truly created me to be. No –
I’ll never walk alone again.